Category: mental illness
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EPD
She’s dying. She’s speaking like she’s accepted that her time has come. And for some reason I’m numb. I’m disillusioned by this world and part of me is envious she gets to say goodbye and move on from this world. I remember how wide I thought the world could be. See goodness and it will…
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MERRY Christmas & HAPPY New Year
I watch him suffer. Day in. Day out. Every single day. Every single night. How do I smile? How do I dance or be merry? At all points I know he can’t and he’s not. Guilt has no place here even if I birthed his soul into this shit world. It’s not shit for everyone,…